No one is really going to care about this post. I know that. It’s just a fact. because guess what?
NO ONE GIVES A FUCKING SHIT!!!
Not one single fucking person on this website will actually read this and give a fuck because no one cares. I’ve been told for almost a month now how fucking terrible I am. I’m actually believing it. I don’t know what I did wrong, but I must have done something.
Did I care too much? Was I too involved? What the fuck was I?!
Even my own roommate bails on the plans SHE makes with me. Am I that much of a fucking burden? Maybe I shouldn’t come back to school next semester. Maybe I should just drop out. The ONLY good thing that has come from this is my boyfriend and whenever I’m with him I actually feel somewhat better. But guess what? Besides him, I don’t talk to anyone. I don’t hang out with people. I’m alone. I’m fucking broken.
And yet, no one seems to notice. No one seems to care. No one will care and I’m ready to just disappear.